2010 - A BLESSING YEAR

2010年對我來說真是一個充滿上帝祝福又豐盛的一年。回想這一年發生的大小事，上帝提醒我在年初的時候，我甚至沮喪到沒有任何新年願望，無力計畫任何今年的事。但現在回顧起來，今年真是充滿盼望，上帝所賞賜的真是超過我所求所想，甚至常常問神：「為甚麼為甚麼祢要對我這麼好？我哪裡值得祢對我這麼好？」上帝的恩典真不是因為我配得；祂就是恩典就是慈愛。


與神的關係    

1. 參加onething特會，再一次被神的靈火燃燒
2. 更深切明白末世的來臨、期待上帝的再來，新天新地的降臨
3. 真實相信自己是上帝新婦的身分，渴慕神
4. 內裡被聖靈大大提升和澆灌，成為敬拜主領，並在司琴及領唱上更加釋放

家庭

1. 媽媽信主
2. 妹妹受浸
3. 家人在主裡更真實的相愛
4. 媽媽在主裡釋放對我的轄治
5. 家人健康平安

工作

1. 上帝賞賜我多而又多的工作
2. 每月收入超過理想的目標
3. 上帝透過工作提升我的自信與英語能力
4. 上帝祝福我的工作並使我的老闆和家長喜悅我
5. 上帝應證了祂給我的話語

Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch your tent curtains wide,
do not hold back; lengthen your cords, strengthen your stakes.
For you will spread out to the right and to the left...ISAIAH 54:2-3
要擴張你帳幕之地，張大你居所的幔子，不要限止；要放長你的繩子，堅固你的橛子。因為你要向左向右開展... 以賽亞書54:2-3


For whoever has, to him more shall be given, and he will have an abundance; but whoever does not have, even what he has shall be taken away from him. Matthew 13:12
凡有的，還要加給他，教他有餘；凡沒有的，連他所有的，也要奪去。 馬太福音13:12

人際

1. 上帝賞賜我一群親愛的姊妹，讓我們學習在主裡真實相愛、彼此建造 
2. 上帝讓我能夠有很多自由的時間和姊妹們相處 
3. 學習用各人所需要的方式愛他們 

個人

1. 擁有一顆真實並恆常喜樂的心
2. 擁有健康的身體 
3. 喜愛自己，真實面對自己的軟弱 
4. 在能力範圍內，有滿足的物質享受

Sisters' Love Forever and Ever

God gives me a group of wonderful sisters, who are not just my friends and spiritual company but also my blessing and support. <3

Don't Litter, Please!

The Right One's List

Instead of another misunderstanding, I've dialogued with God for a bit on what  I desire in my future husband. More precisely is I've asked God what kind of guy that He wants to give me. I told Him I want to know it for sure so that I can skip any one who is not the exact one, just like a sniper, being sharp and accurate.

Without the mention about outward appearances in the conversation cause God doesn't see his children in that way, he looks upon our heart, he looks upon our truth and beauty hidden inside of us. It's easy to find a guy who is good looking but it's difficult to find one who loves God and loves me with all his heart. However, I believe there is someone He has in mind for me, so I has given in His sight, trying to see the beauty inside an individual especially focus on holiness.

Below was what I've come up these days,

1. Adores God, and sees living God's words as the primary goal in his life
2. Loves Church and loves people as Christ does
3. Joyful, believes God in hope and faith
4. Knows and seeks God's will, obeying God's will
5. Founds me and supports me in God's words and loves me as Jesus
6. Fruits by Holy Spirit
7. Enjoys worship and has inspiration for music or art

This is just the first step to got the right one's list, I'll keep discussing with Him before "the man" appears.

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Becoming A Worship Leader

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Last Saturday was my first time being a formal worship leader. If you know me personally you would say, "I cannot believe it!" But that is what God's talent, changing impossible into possible. I have been a vocal and a pianist of church worship band several years, I do like to worship God and I do enjoy servicing LORD and people through music, but I've never thought I will be a worship leader.


Two years ago I attended God's Power Conference, In the teaching Pastor Jaeson Ma asked everyone who was there practiced to pray and prophesy for someone that you didn't know him or her at all before. There was a girl same as my age prayed for me, after she prayed she asked me, "can you play the piano?" I said, "yes." "I saw you were leading worship by playing the piano in my prayer. I think God wants you service people and him through music and your voice." said she. "really? wow~that's...that's too great!" replied me. Actually the voice inside me was "leading worship by playing the piano, ah? are you kidding me?" I didn't take it for serious and I left the prayer all behind soon.


One day in this year, the director of church band asked me, "Vivian, would you wanna try to be the worship leader from next season?" "No! No way!! It doesn't lack for worship leader. you know me, I can't do that, standing on the stage is as difficult as climbing Mount Everest to me." the director was gentle and respected to my will, she didn't force me. 
A few months later after that conversation between the director and me, one evening she called me, "Vivian, I have a good news to tell you but this time you cannot say no, cause every leader is going to the ministration we need someone to lead the worship and there is no other one but you." What can I say? After that, when I prepared for the help, God was injecting me with recalling the girl's prayer however I told to him, "yes, I am going to lead the worship but just once for help." You think God will give up so easily? Absolutely not! In those few days he become the prayer more and more clear in my mind and transferred the prayer to a persuasion as someone who keep hypnotizing me, "Vivian, you are going to be the worship leader not just this time but regularly." Finally, I surrendered to him and said, "Fine, if that is your will I'll obey it but I won't go to tell the director, you let her come to tell me."


This September in the church band meeting I saw my name in the column of leader on the duty schedule, that was God's answer. When I was standing on the stage last Saturday, there was no fear but peace and joyful. I realized that was God's power and his love inside of me, I really enjoyed the time. A worship leader is the new position what God gives me, in this position God gives me three assignments,

1. True worship
2. Wash my teammates' feet
3. Know what is the worship that bro and sis want

Treasures In Heaven

They will say, "The fruit you longed for is gone from you. All your riches and splendor have vanished, never to be recovered." REV. 18:14

In one hour such great wealth has been brought to ruin! REV. 18:17 

 Dear LORD,
        Here I am, asking you teach me, reminding me everyday, "Do not store up for myself treasure on earth but store up myself treasures in heaven. For where my treasure is, there my heart will be also." No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other one, or he will be devoted to the one and despite the other. We cannot serve both God and Money.
        You are the only satisfaction, you are greater than any material thing, teach me and give me the wisdom from heaven to manage every cent that you give me, teaching me offer people and my church more and more cause all I gain is from you. Teach me do not long for riches and splendor but long for you, since you are who gives me the ability to produce wealth. Thank you.


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